Silent Sanctuary

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

How much do you value your life?
I think Life itself is perhaps the greatest gift that one can gets ,and nothing goes beyond that.

Those who gave up or thought of giving up may perhaps dealt with circumstances that seem beyond what they can salvage.

Sometimes death is a solution...maybe?

But to me,seeking death outta a problem is a great sin.

It's more sinful than downing one lasagne,two cheesecakes,three pizzas,four packets of chips,five buckets of buttered popcorns,six sticks of ice creams,seven kinds of desserts,eight ...(I'm thinking.im thinking..) whatever.(the thought of having all these together makes me blue.)

Of coz taking away one's life forcefully is more sinful.
(I am not really talking about abortions here.Though that's a classified sin in Christ's teachings (or perhaps all other religions)but I think it is a highly debatable issue in this world.)

So what makes me wanna talk about this now?

Death?Seeking death?

Not really.

It is just that I have somewhat met my fair share of people who view their life as a pitfall and think that perhaps it is hell which they belonged to.

Oh....Just seeking attention and pity.

Perhaps till some extent that I could understand.

Solitaire,aloofness,coldness,bleak,blah blah can be beautiful BUT only in the fantasy mystical world.

These people perhaps read/play too much of it and forget that such people are depised in such world.

And..plain..STUPID.

What's more admired is one who really strive hard on the road of positivism no matter how bad his/her situation may be.
Then the person invites adoration,perhaps even pity but most importantly admiration.
Such people are inspiring.

So what gives me the right to judge those people anyway?

They may think I am just some looney who think s that the world should just live happily ever after.

I dun ever see that as coming true though.

But why not?
At least it is a more beautiful thought than those who thought"let me die.The world is fucking ugly.So am I.I am alone.I am hurt.I am dark.I should be dead as well.I hate the world.Everyone hates me."etc


And often I believe that people who often said that doesnt live inthe worst situations.
I believe that they still have a roof over their head.Still have their decent meals and so.

They are just ..maybe hurt by something/someone in the past that they refused to leggo and face the front.
And they hate the world?

What for?

I would thus now offer a peice of perfect solution to such group of people.
They wont be a nuisance to anybody anymore.

















PLEASE GO DIE.
DONT SPEAK EMPTY WORDS.
COWARDS.




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